Finally, Paris

If you've real my post before, i really want to scream how excited i am living in Paris. 10 months full of struggling with argumentation with parents, and difficulties of learning language, doesn't mean you cant. I can, if i push myself so hard into it. I've thought before that this wasn't my destiny, it's just me who push myself to the way that i never be. But after i got my final test and i got B2 for my french, i'm thanked to God that He allowed me.

My hardest thing to say goodbye is my mom. I love my mom, like everybody does. She always accompany me for whole things. She allowed me to go to France, she always besides me, even we sleep together. Everything with her, i fell save.
And, my bajate. I lost of words how i love them. Even we haven't much time like old times to be together, but with internet and social network, i feel close to them. I forgot with my watch if i'm around them.

bajate all members, distance just a word

thankyou for the cute one, i feel you around me here!

I came to Paris for around 4 months, i continue my course for french. I arrived here and shocked. Like really. Everybody speak so fast, and i can't even listening to the point. Taking a course before university is my best decision after all. 

time goes by

sooo many things you missed. a lot of things to do with my document and preparation for my university.
like i've told before, i'm doing my course for french lately and taking for my university in france. not that simple. NOT THAT SIMPLE. if you just put "study abroad" or study europe for the second choice, you absolutely wrong. prepare for the language is the hardest thing to do. french is to complicated and very different. so take your time, think it twice, where would you go and do in your future...i'm hoping for everything for my exam for my french.
and here there are my list :
- economie et gestion for marketing
- genie civil et procces
- administration economie et science sociale
for the city..
i love every cities in France, i wonder if i could stay there for every single place every year, kind of impossible, but plan to traveling every place there! i prefer to choose a big city, but friendly environment. some say that in south, french people are nicer than others. that's my big concern.
but for now, i'm still looking for the best university and the credits who are really my passions.

say salut!



i meet lots of crazy peoples. i'm glad i could be this happy with this guys!
i wish we could be stay close even we're not in a same place then..

dont say goodbye, say "see you when i see you"

after year being together so close, it's time for Gaby to wake up her ass and fly to Sydney. i hope you like our presents from bajate members :)
keep it close loves!
see you sooon Gabyy ! :*
bajate will always loveeee you

so much fun for this session !

jakarta international airport. lil bit rainy but we ready for this journey

gonna thankful for the airlines who gave me little breakfast

welome bali :)

it's a holiday time !

thanks to you guys :*

He’s Just Not That Into You

“Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up : if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.
every movie we see, every story we’re told implores us to wait for it : the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. but sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. and maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment…
you never gave up hope.”

another love story

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company...
"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!

Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetery,and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chosen to leave him.

She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept ...the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again.
"The End."

This kinna tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.

Take this weekend to show your "love" to all that are close to you.